About Me

i care NOT what others think of what i do. but i care VERY MUCH about what i think of what i do. and yes, the key to failure is trying to please everybody. for me, it is better to be hated for what i am than being loved for what i am not.

Monday, May 12, 2008


Love is somewhat fathomless and beautiful. Love is what is leftover when falling in love fads away. The jiffy we fall in love, everything seems to be vibrant and saccharine. Some people said that love is visor. Yup, spot on, thus we have got to be precautious when it comes to love. As for me, caution in love is conceivably the most fatal to true happiness. To stand on your feet after the breakup is not painless at all. The twinge that we have to put up with at times will make you lost hope to live your life and be 'paralyzed'. We have a tendency to gaze at the sealed door even if there are a different novel doors open. One of my acquaintances some time ago beseeched me to discontinue thinking about the people who have hurt me, but always have down pat the reason why I was hurt and how got me hurt for it will make me a wiser person tomorrow. I accept as true he is damn right. I know how it feels to breakup. I don't know how some people take it but I hope they can understand why such things happen. We just have to realize and pray for everything to be fine.
I am no more than an ordinary soul, an average guy. But I do have pure heart. I do have passion and emotion. I just wish for to be loved wholeheartedly and unconditionally. I need no material stuff, need no perfect personage and 'super-good looks' thumbs down. I just need someone who can accept me the way I am, who can be at hand with me both bad and good times and I also need a conscientious listener to share my problems with. A mature one is an obligation. Bercinta dengan yang mudah sentap is very inflexible. I have to be very vigilant with my expressions. Trust me, I know..
I don't know why of late I always bump into those who have compassion nil. I will never get enough of what I don't want. I hope one day I will find someone who will change my entire world, who will make me smile and tersengih more and be able to see the beauty and new meaning in everything around me.

Thursday, May 8, 2008


Do you guys believe in karma?
If you ask me, I would say yes. Fair enough.
Is it too tardy for me to say I am sorry to those who I might have hurt?
By being apologetic, can it assuage my mind and make less burdensome my scruples?
I know that things in no way be the same again.
Still, I would like to express regret for the mistake that I have made.

I am sorry..