About Me

i care NOT what others think of what i do. but i care VERY MUCH about what i think of what i do. and yes, the key to failure is trying to please everybody. for me, it is better to be hated for what i am than being loved for what i am not.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Farewell

Uwaa.........
31 oktober yang lalu merupakan hari terakhir aku bekerja untuk TV9. Sedih sangat.
Tapi disebabkan aku lelaki yang macho, sasa, gaya, muthu, keunggulan, kena cover emo-emo ni beb. Hak hak.
Apapun, praktikal kat TV9 - News and Current Affairs Department memang super best. Aku belajar banyak sangat.
Yang penting, aku dapat kawan baru yang boleh dikategorikan sebagai 'kawan'. =)
Agak ralat gak sebab tak dapat jumpa yang lain, misalnya Finaz, dia ada kat Sua Rasa time tu.
Anyway, aku nak ucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada semua warga berita Tv9 yang selama ini banyak mengajar aku, tak kedekut ilmu. Dan terima kasih juga kepada staff sana yang layan aku dengan baik ibarat menatang minyak penuh. You guys know who you are!
And for the very last meal/dinner we had together or should i say farewell dinner, i woould like to express my utmost gratification to Nurul coz she's the one who make this happen.
Will miss you guys and hope we will me again sooner in d'future. Muah muah muah


Nurul - TV9 NCA big momma! She rulez! Ngee




From left: Azley, Eddy, Nurul, Zuhairah, Azizul

One of the nicest person around, but she's kinda blur... Ampun Era!!!!

TV9 NCA big poPpa!! Ngeee

Farewell Dinner at Big Apple Restaurant Berjaya Hotel

Sayonara TV9 =(

Open house rumah Odie

Aku, Kiah Propa, Azley and Odie



Azley, Kiah, Odie, Okid & aku

Friday, October 31, 2008

Open house stringers

with mama rulez! ngeee, jangan marah eh nurul...

she's nice n HOT!!!

azizul or kak jun.. hak hak..

keluarga tv9

fuad, my-own-self, azley and zuhairah





Sunday, October 26, 2008

Open House Encik Lok





Open house Vass Family





Raya kat Opis








Sekitar beraya di office.
Malas nak type pepanjang.
Korang tengok je la gambar-gambar yang aku upload okays.

Rumah Azley


On one fine day, after work, me and the whole TV9 news crews, went to Azley's open house.

All i can say is, the food was super delicious! Laksa Penang, Ikan Talapia bakar, Nasi dagang memang sedap nak mamp!! Hak hak..

To Azley, thank you very much for inviting us over to ur mom's house!



Paintball



Hari tu, aku gi main paintball for the very first time in my life.
Memang best n happening lar.
Krew Berita Tv9 dijemput oleh pihak PIBG Sekolah Bandar Baru Puchong untuk join sekali aktiviti yang diorang anjurkan.
Apa yang paling mengujakan ialah, team amatur TV9 menang! Jadi johan!
Dapat hamper i tell u. Hakhak...


Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Kertu tak sedar diri!

Hello to all my dear readers, sorry for the lateness. Lately, I was pretty busy with works. I don’t have the time to go out and hang outs with friends. Even on my off days, I have to come to the office because of the shorthand-situations. Even though my daily routine is super pact and kinda hectic, I wouldn’t mind at all because I love working. It is fun to work with those who really appreciated your existence.

But that was only the bright side of it. The real reason why I suddenly am blogging today is simply because I want to cuss some people.

It is really annoying and irritating when those who are older than you don’t even know how to respect those who are younger. Bak kata orang Melayu, yang tua membimbing yang muda, yang muda minta bimbingan yang tua. But in my case, yang tua ni tak sedar diri, tak sedar yang rumah kata pergi, kubur kata mari.

Al-kisahnya macam ini, it has been two months I’ve worked for this one established media organization. Every single day, I’ve to park my car in a building located next to the place I work at. For every 6 hours, I just have to pay seringgit and every subsequent hour, I will have to pay two bucks. My office hours is from 12 noon until 9 pm. So, around 6pm I’ll have to go and change my car. Maknanya, aku kena pergi ke tempat aku parking tu, dan bayar seringgit, lepas tu keluar dari bangunan tu dan masuk balik, dan dapatkan tiket parking. Aku tak kisah nak bayar, tapi masa nak alih kereta tu ambil masa setengah jam.

Nak dijadikan cerita, on one fine day, at about 6pm, I was so tired plus in the office there were my works that is not done. So because I don’t want to waste my time, I went down to my workplace car park to see things around. There were so many empty spaces. So I thought I can park my cark downstairs lah.

So dengan harapan menggunung, aku pergilah kat sorang pak guard ni. Aku pun cakaplah dengan nada yang amat sopan

“Abang, sekarang dah pukul enam, orang ofis dah keluar, saya baru jengah kat bawah tu, banyak tempat kosong”

Lepas aku cakap je macam tu, dia tengok muka aku, then matanya terus melirik tengok ID tag aku. Then dengan nada riak dan memusingkan kepala tak melihat aku, dia cakap.

“Tak boleh masuk sekarang”

Fuiyoo, lahanat betul orang tua ni. Aku tak kisah kalau tak dapat park kereta kat bawah, tapi yang buatkan aku marah, dia sangat tak beradab, cakap dengan nada tinggi, tak lihat muka. Mungkin dia tengok tag aku ni budak intern tu yang dia macam haram je melayan aku.

Dan membuatkan aku bertambah panas, lepas aku jalan je, ada dua orang perempuan cun lalu. Bukan main lagi dia menyapa bergurau senda.

Nampak sangat orang tua tu tak sedar diri, ulat bulu. Rumah kata pergi kubur kata mari. Memang dasar orang tua haram(ayat redundant,huhu).

Jenis orang macam ni memang ass-licker, kuat ampu.

Adalah menjadi harapan aku kalau tempat aku bekerja ni dapat mengupah seorang dua ‘spy’ untuk turun padang tengok sapa yang buat kerja betul, siapa yang pura-pura rajin dan siapa yang bermulut manis kuat mengampu.

Ni lah masyarakat melayu yang memang haprak, bukanlah aku nak mengkondem orang melayu sendiri, tapi inilah kenyataannya.

Aku kalau boleh memang nak maki puas-puas, tapi memandangkan aku masih lagi boleh bersabar, aku sabar je lah.
Tapi bukan semua guard kat sini macam tu, infact ramai yang memang baik dan terus terang aku hormat gila kat mereka ni. Tapi itulah, disebabkan nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga. Disebabkan orang-orang macam ni, boleh mencacat-celakan nama baik dan reputasi organisasi.

Still, FUCK U guard kertu!

With lotsa love,
Eddy

Thursday, August 7, 2008

Adult

I am a year older now.
I am not an adolescent anymore.
I now step into the world of maturity.
Oh, god, please lend a hand me in everything I do.
Give me potency so that I can lead my life effortlessly and sensibly.

To those who ring-ring me just to sing birthday lullaby to me, gracias!
To those who wish me via sms, thank you.
To those who wish me thru the cyberspace comments or testimonials, thank you very much.

Mom, I miss you.
How I wish u can be here with me, celebrating my birthday.
When u called me that night and sing ‘happy birthday’ to me, you just don’t know how much it means to me.
I got goose bumps and out of the blue my eye was filled and full with tears. I really miss you mak!

*sighing*

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

.

August 6th 2008


Indeed, i am

one

year older today.

Cheers!!

Saturday, August 2, 2008

Day out




It has been long, since i last hang out with Elly and Daia. Thanks to her effort, finally the three of us get together and lepaking from morning till nite.


Mula-mula, the three of us had our lunch at D'hati Shah Alam. Dah lama gila tak makan kat kedai Minangkabau cakcibao tu, hahahaha.. Macam-macam lauk kitaorang amek, antaranya, siput sedut, jering, ulam, peparu, daging goreng, tempoyak and etc. Selera melayu sangat kan... en en..


After our stomache full with lotsa junks, hahaha, kitaorang terus bergerak ke Bangsar. Ada satu jualan baazar diadakan some where kat Bangsar la. Pening gak nak cari tempat tu, pusing punya pusing, rupanya bazaar tu dibuat kat satu bungalow. Masuk je kat bungalow tu, ramai kelibat yang aku kenal. Banyak budak mass comm UiTM. Mula-mula teruja gak tengok jualan tu semua, tapi lama-lama mula naik buhsan sebab barangan yang ada semua khas untuk kaum hawa sahaja, hahahahaha.. Elly beli satu blause. Cantik and the price was okaylar. Bila dah lama kat situ, agak sesak nafas la gak sebab ramai sangat orang, sesak, pastu cuaca panas, so disebabkan dah tak larat, kitaorang merayap pergi Ikea,The Curve ngan Cineleisure.


Setiap masa, kitaorang asyik makan je, sekejap makan buah, hot dog, curry puff, power puff girl... hahahaha..


Lepas dah puas jalan kat flea market, kitaorang g rehatkan kaki dengan bernyanyi-nyanyian...

Karaoke jamban i tell u! hahaha..



  • Elly nyanyi lagui Kelly Clarkson - because of you, Sh Zarina - Langit ke tujuh.

  • Daia nyanyi lagu Anuar Zain - ketulusan hati, Faizal Tahir - mahakarya cinta, Aerosmith - i dont want to miss a thing

  • Aku nyanyi lagu Kerispatih - mengenangmu, Anuar - Lelaki ini, Sheila on 7 - bila kau tak disampingku

  • Lagu duet plak kitaorang nyanyi lagu Mariah Carey - hero, KD & Melly - cinta

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Dark Knight

Well, for me,
Dark Knight
is a must watch movie.
The film really blew me away 5 stars!




go watch this movie!!!! now!!!!

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Walk For Life Campaign

Hey peeps!!
How ya'all doin? Lalala. Ok, lets just get this straight, well.. i plan to do this activity, which is Walk For Life Campaign on 27th July 2008, Sunday. Actually, i will be there to cover the event as media representative. This campaign was meant to show our support in helping the cancer patients, to raise funds and also to promote healthy lifestyle.




[as quote in web]


Dear Volunteers,

As you are aware with MAKNA’s partnership with TESCO Stores Malaysia, TESCO has scheduled for Walk For Life Campaign in the effort to promote healthy lifestyle.
Walk For Life is on Sunday 27, July at Taman Tasik Titiwangsa, KL @ 8.00am.


It is a 5 kms walk around Taman Tasik Titiwangsa to show our support in helping cancer patients. Participation is by registration:-


Adult 18 years and above - RM10 per participant
School Children between 7 to 17 years old - RM5 per participant
We need your help in 2 areas:-


1. Register For Walk For Life - please register at the nearest TESCO Storesonly in TESCO Selangor & Kuala Lumpur.After registering, please inform me via e-mail at vem@makna.org.my


1. Please provide your Registration Number / Coupon Number.

2. Duty - Volunteer to recruit registration at the Following TESCO Stores atyour available time.


TESCO Stores:-

1. Mutiara Damansara
2. Klang
3. Banting
4. Puchong
5. Cheras
6. Ampang
7. Selayang
8. Kajang
9. Shah Alam - Extra
10. Shah Alam - Hypermarket

Time:-

Shift 1- 12.00 to 4.00pm

Shift 2 -4.00pm to 8.00pm

If you have your available time, please indicate.
Start Date June 21 - End Date July 20.


Those interested, please provide your name as per NRIC, NRIC Number & PhoneNumber. Also provide Date, Time & Venue for duty to mailto:tovem@makna.org.my


Regards,
Vemanna Appannah
ManagerMAKNA (Majlis Kanser Nasional)
BG 03A & 05 Ground Floor,
Megan Ambassy,
225 Jalan Ampang,
50450 Kuala Lumpur,
Malaysia tel:+603-2162 9178
fax:+603-2162 9203

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Tagged

The Rules :
1. Each blogger must post these rules first.
2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they've been tagged, and to read your blog.
ONE
My fave color is red. For me, red is hot. One thing for sure, i am not a hot looking guy, but i am charming (aiyoo, ayat berangan). Yup, it is true that i am hot-tempered kinda guy. hahaha. Is that good or a bad thang? Tell me. ngee. Red also means love. Yeah, i want to be loved and love someone cuz' i think love is the best feeling in this world. At the same time, love means hate. I hate those who are not loyal to their partner. In my case, if i found out my partner cheated behind my back, aku langgar dia ngan backhoe. Biar cripple. Tak laku. hahaha..
TWO
I am sooo into intelligent individual. Its turns me on. Those who can speak very good English can easily melt my heart. So, if there's someone out there who would want to woo me, who would want to propose to me to be your soulmate, belajar lah Bahasa Inggeris yang betul. Bila dah master English tu, hopefully, 'you' can teach me English for free. Yay.
THIRD
Aku sangat suka makan masakan Thai. Terutama sekali, KERABU MANGGA! Sedap hingga menjilat piring. Huaahha.. Other than that, aku sangat suka layan sup tomyam ekor. Sedap giler! Makanan yang pedas dan masam memang aku suka sebab 'kick'. Kena penangan sampai lidas lidah tu dah cukup best!
FOURTH
Now lets talk about saiz seluar. Okays, aku pakai seluar saiz 30 sekarang. Tapi nampaknya aku semakin 'membesar'. Semua seluar dah makin mengecil. Seluar boleh mengecil eh? Huahaha. Seluar yang bukan skinny pun, dah ala ala macam skinny. Seluar skinny aku plak dah macam lagging plak. Huahhaha.
FIFTH
Aku sangat envy kepada mata artis yang ada. Bagi aku, mata lelaki paling cantik yang aku pernah lihat setakat ini ialah mata Jared Leto. Mata dia memang cantik habes. Bestnya ada mata mcm dia. Si Jared ni dengar khabar jadi host MTV Asia kat Genting Ogos nanti. Untuk perempuan pulak, aku rasa mata paling cantik setakat ini ialah mata Angelina. Memukau setiap mata yang memandang i tell you.
SIXTH
Adab ketika makan. Aku paling pantang kalau tengah makan, orang berbual tentang perakara yang kotor. Dari topik najis, seks dan lain-lain memang confirm akan membantutkan selera aku. Kadang-kadang bila orang yang lebih tua dari aku cakap menda kotor ketika aku ngah makan, aku terpaksa diam je. Sekadar memaki dalam hati. Hahaha. Tapi kalau yang cakap tu lebih kurang sebaya, memang kat situ gak kena aku teguk air then terus sembur kat muka dia. Hahaha. Pastu, aku pun tak bleh blah ngan mereka yang blurping ketika makan. Kalau nak blurp pun, pergi lah tempat lain.
SEVEN
Ada satu series ni, aku pun tak pasti apa genre dia, comedy kot. Tajuk series ni POPULAR. Korang pernah tak tengok cerita ni. Series ni berkisarkan tentang pelajar di High School. The fame versus the lame. Cheerleaders versus nerds. Antara nama watak dalam cerita tu yang aku masih ingat ialah, Brooke, Sam, Harrison, Nicole, Mary Cherry dan Carmen Ferrara. Citer ni memang best gile. Aku tak pernah miss walau satu episod pun. So, kalau korang nak tau best ke tak citer ni. Apa kata korang search or google 'Popular' kat internet. Okays?
EIGHT
Aku suka Bakers Cottage lebih daripada Secret Recipe. Aku suka Vanilla Coke dari Pepsi Twist. aku suka Pringles berbanding Mister Potato. Aku suka Watson, Guardian kureng sket. Antara MPH dan Popular, aku suka MPH. And the list goes on.
Rules ke 3 dan ke 4, aku malas nak buat, sebab kebanyakan yang dah tagged aku semua dah buat menda ni. So, whats the point kan? Hahaha.. Anyway, thanks Firdz cuz' u r the first one who tagged me and then Kheme pulak. =) Baru sekarang aku leh post blog. Takde masa sebelum ni. Oklah Cau cin cau

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Buku baru

Assalamualaikum semua. Alhamdulillah, bertemu kita kembali setelah sekian lama menyepi. Huahaha.. poyo kan ayat aku ni? Anyway, kepada sesiapa yang selalu view page ni dan tup tap tup tap takde update, mintak maapla ye. Bukan apa, ke-bz-an ku telah menyebabkan masa untuk berblog semakin terbatas. Ni pun dapat berblog sebab tak ada kerja dalam ofis. So, daripada tercanguk tak buat apa-apa, baik berblog.

Oh ye, aku baru sahaja melangkah ke dunia media yang sebenar. Ini kerana aku baru sahaja memulakan practical training attachment dalam semester terahir ni. Nak kata best, atau tidak, masih terlalu awal untuk aku memberikan sebarang komen atau luahan rasa. Tapi, so far so good. Bekerja dalam organisasi sebesar Media Prima ini banyak kelebihannya. Apatah lagi dalam department NCA ni. Aku masih dalam proses belajar. Banyak perkara baru yang aku tak pernah tau, aku pelajari disini, dengan bantuan staff yang tak pernah lokek menunjuk ajar. Thank you people. Huahahha.

Mesin editin yang aku tak pernah sentuh, aku sentuh. Personaliti yang aku tengok dikaca televisyen, kini duduk sebelah-sebelah, face to face dan banyak lagi.

Ok, tu je yang aku nak berpenglipur lara tentang dunia baru aku, dunia praktikal. Aku sekarang terhegeh-hegeh mencari rumah sewa yang berdekatan dengan tempat kerja ku. Aku setiap hari asyik dok ulang alik dari Shah Alam ke Bandar Utama. Haih... Duit minyak petrol tak payanh cakap la. Tol lagi. Pening dowh.. Hurm...

Hah, dikesempatan ni, aku nak wish Happy Birthday kepada bestfriend aku, Elly yang pada 3 Julai lepas baru menyambut hari ulangtahun kelahirannya yang ke... 24!

Elly, kau dah tua.. I can see your grey hairs! Huahahaha... Sayang ko! Apa apa pun, aku harap segala-galanya akan semakin mudah untuk kau harungi hidup apabila meningkatnya usia kau tau!

Aku pun nak wish Happy Birthday kat Popo Cikebum dah Ardi yang pada Julai 4 yang lepas sambut ulangtahun hari jadi. Good luck in everything good you do guys!

Monday, May 12, 2008

Wholeheartedly

Love is somewhat fathomless and beautiful. Love is what is leftover when falling in love fads away. The jiffy we fall in love, everything seems to be vibrant and saccharine. Some people said that love is visor. Yup, spot on, thus we have got to be precautious when it comes to love. As for me, caution in love is conceivably the most fatal to true happiness. To stand on your feet after the breakup is not painless at all. The twinge that we have to put up with at times will make you lost hope to live your life and be 'paralyzed'. We have a tendency to gaze at the sealed door even if there are a different novel doors open. One of my acquaintances some time ago beseeched me to discontinue thinking about the people who have hurt me, but always have down pat the reason why I was hurt and how got me hurt for it will make me a wiser person tomorrow. I accept as true he is damn right. I know how it feels to breakup. I don't know how some people take it but I hope they can understand why such things happen. We just have to realize and pray for everything to be fine.
I am no more than an ordinary soul, an average guy. But I do have pure heart. I do have passion and emotion. I just wish for to be loved wholeheartedly and unconditionally. I need no material stuff, need no perfect personage and 'super-good looks' thumbs down. I just need someone who can accept me the way I am, who can be at hand with me both bad and good times and I also need a conscientious listener to share my problems with. A mature one is an obligation. Bercinta dengan yang mudah sentap is very inflexible. I have to be very vigilant with my expressions. Trust me, I know..
I don't know why of late I always bump into those who have compassion nil. I will never get enough of what I don't want. I hope one day I will find someone who will change my entire world, who will make me smile and tersengih more and be able to see the beauty and new meaning in everything around me.

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Apologize

Do you guys believe in karma?
If you ask me, I would say yes. Fair enough.
Is it too tardy for me to say I am sorry to those who I might have hurt?
By being apologetic, can it assuage my mind and make less burdensome my scruples?
I know that things in no way be the same again.
Still, I would like to express regret for the mistake that I have made.

I am sorry..

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Sakit

'Eddy, i am sorry tak bagi tahu u.. but the reason i went to kl aritu sbb my ex nk jumpa i.. and he ask me to be with him back.. i know, buat apa lar u nak dgr semua nie... u dun care pun kan? but, entah lah... i just feel i have to tell you...'

'Anyway, remember that person yg i ckp, yg suka u, fall for ur eyes and stuff, I AM that person.. yeah, i fall for you.... but i guess i never did forget my ex.. '

'I hope we kawan lar yea.. U are a great friend.. i know, eventhough kita x kenal rapat sgt..'
'Text me lar... ok? u will always be my leo...'










Sakitnya bila cinta di tolak.
Sakitnya apabila kita mencintai orang yang mencintai orang lain.
Sedihnya bila cinta dan kasih kita tidak berbalas.


Hanya tuhan tahu betapa sukarnya aku melalui saat-saat getir seperti ini. Peritnya bila kita rasakan kita telah menemui seseorang yang selama ini dicari tapi rupanya ia sekadar mainan mimpi. Ini semua sedikit sebanyak membuatkan aku takut untuk membuka hati untuk bercinta kembali. Takut dikecewakan berulang kali.. lagi dan lagi..

"Ed, jangan risau ye, bila satu pintu tertutup, pintu yang lain akan terbuka, pasti ada pengganti.."


Mudah untuk orang lain memberikan nasihat, memberikan pandangan dan memberikan semangat. Niat mereka memang baik, sekadar ingin melihat kita gembira. Tapi, apakan daya. Ia tidak semudah itu. Kita kerapkali terpacak depan pintu yang tertutup dengan harapan, pintu tersebut akan terbuka. Berdiri dengan penuh harapan... harapan..

Aku sudah berkali-kali gagal dalam percintaan. Mungkin memang sudah termaktub dalam kamus hidupku agar aku selalu bertemu dengan insan yang tidak akan menghargaiku sebelum aku akhirnya akan ditemukan dengan 'the one'. Kalau betul-lah ini yang harus aku lalui, tak mengapa, tapi bagaimana pula sekiranya tiada 'the one' dalam kamus hidup aku?

Kadang-kadang kita tak nampak jodoh yang didepan mata. Betul ke? Kita selalu mengejar cinta dan sudah pasti cinta yang dikejar akan berlari meninggalkan kita. Kadangkala kita tidak perasan bahawa cinta memang telah hadir sehinggalah kita kehilangannya baru lah terasa kewujudannya.








Saturday, March 29, 2008

i hate..

  • politics
  • liars
  • unable to sleep
  • slow internet connections
  • unable to control myself when i am angry
  • pc-hang
  • betrayed
  • farting in the elevator
  • blurping in the car
  • waiting
  • falling in love with someone via the net/sms
  • my 4th-ex
  • dirty public toilet - eyuck!
  • stupid TV ads
  • suck-up!
  • smelly feet
  • lazi-ness
  • debts
  • unhealthy
  • bureaucracies
  • poops
  • armpit smell - erghh!

and the list goes on.. to be continue..

Saturday, March 22, 2008

Monday, March 10, 2008